My kids are with their grandmother, my mother this week. This is the second week they are away from me. Last week they were with their father and his gf for the week.
Next week I am on vacation for 2 weeks. I’m ready again. Once I come back to work it’s going to be a shit show again.
The kids and I spent the weekend with E. We had an amazing time. He is so great with them and me. He is likely one of the most laid back men I have ever met. We ended up spending Sunday afternoon with his son. He is so sweet.
In dating E I have broken all my rules. All I can really say right now is..never say never because as soon as you do that is exactly what will happen. I like him. My time with him is fun and easy. My kids like him. It is however somewhat complicated..I guess dating at my age it’s going to be. But I like where it is.
Truthfully..I hope this continues. I like how I feel when I am with him.
Truthfully I haven’t been this open, honest and raw with anyone in years. Trust is not a strong point for me. I’m working on it..one day at a time. He makes it easy for me to talk to him.
Those are my truthful thoughts for today..